ughh guyss .

Yesterday was boring and then Devin starts chatting me on facebook and he was asking me if Jade was single and im thinking uhmm the fuhh . like i care and then he starts a long conversation hes such a flirt and he was trying to go out with me . and im like nahh . lol i dont even know him . wierdo . he tries to hard . lmao . and i was tlking to char andd i slept over my cuzos house so we caught up on each others lifee . i dont see him and i dating at all . lol ill keep saying no . when school starts i willl see all of my options lol .

- LOVE ALWAYS , NETZI <3 (:

So Lets Get Started .

Let me just say that this week has been truly amasing it really has i mean last week on thursaday school ended July 9, 2011(buh-bye eigth grade ..... hello hot guys at morgan ;). Its only made me more grown and into the life of being a high schooler which is really great . Well Lets start from thursday which was the last day of school iza had a pool party and i met her cousin which was amasing she was nice and she told me a lot about herself and life as a teen mom and her baby is premature and then on friday i got bored and it was my first day in summer so i started signing up for websites to get people to call me for modeling and i signed up on a lot because i didnt know which ones would be succsessfull then the next day i got a call by a lady named beth and she gave me an offer but my stubborn dad didnt let me do it buts its not that its every little thing that my dad does has to include a no and my mom is always screaming and life isnt perfect and neither am i so i decided to do something beyond the lines i grabbed a knife and i started cuttinng my skin and then i grabbed a needle and started poking around after to see which one was more pain and i guess that you can say that it distracted me of everything that was happening because your just focused on the knife and wondering how deep it can go and then hours later my sister had a graduation party with her friends it was a "kwad" thing which is a group of her and her high school freinds and my aunt gave me jello shots the ones with liqour the red one tasted like nyquil if anyone is reading this then trust me you dont want to try it but the green one was sort of better. And then after that i slept over my aunt dulces house but jerred wasnt there lol but it was still fun bc johnny was there and we slept in my joannes room lol and jordan kept on farting but it was funny there so random and stupid lol . and the next day we went to the beach and out to eat with my second family lol the garcias <3 there funny and i saw big johnnys construction site it was cool . lol . and then later on i finaly saw jerred . lol . anddd we all went to my house to watch the game end of the story of the weekend lol . and on monday i went to morgan the whole week was amasing on monday i was in a group in the auditotium and we played games then i went to a class and her name was ms.malouf (: so i got to know aloottttt of ppl and tuesday i forgot what we did but it was fun im sure and on wednesday we had a scavenger hunt and i was walking in the p.e. building and then this guy was all like hey girl your cute <3 lol i forgot the exact words but there something like that then after morgan later on i went to the movies with jerred and kayla <3 . and on thursay we watched this wierd movie and stuff and yuhp the guy was staring at me but i also saw this guy that was reall cute and he wasnt a freshman <3 because he was a helper . and then later when i get home my dad brings me lunch and then tells me that brindy is in the hospital because my dad was going to work and my dad goes around 8 in the morning but he takes my dog and he hasnt been taking my dog in a while and then he neglected her in the car and my dads workers heard some noise in the car around 12 and brindy was dehydrated which is bad because she is an english bulldog even a little walk just blows heat on them but she was stuck in my dads truck and my dad rushed her to the hospital and they iced and watered her down but then she had fluids in her head so they had to give her an iv to bring the fluids down . and my mom even texted me saying that it looks like she isnt going to make it . around 6 or 7 i went to the hospital with my family and we got to see brindy it looked like she was getting a little bit better like her toungue was purple and it was sticking out but she wasnt dead and we started petting her and stuff and then my dad started calling her name and i guess she got excited but it looked like she was moving her legs and trying to run but she was still laying down anddd unfortunetly she went into seizure and died . and my whole family was crying and i went into a sort of shock like when i saw my dog i just froze looking at her and the doctors were trying to calm her down and i heard her barking and all and the doctors told me that earlier she would wake up and just start barking like crazy and i heard the doctor saying something about her being crazy and not knowing where she was i think they were trying to say that she was crazy and my dad was sad because he though it was his fault and then his fault even more because he thinks he put her into seizure . but all i can say is that i am going to miss her . and he didnt know but her pain has stopped shes in a better place and i dont care what the bible says about dogs not going to heaven guess what i dont believe it . and that is me being completely straight foward . but it almost feels sureal to . it feels like shes still with me . like if i go on the swing shes sitting there next to me trying to jump on with me . then on friday i performed as a host for our "american idol" in the talent show that we had at morgan . it was amazing and i understand the school better and we had a dance after <3 and the hot non freshman was there <3 and i can really get used to this school and the guys and theres another guy that i didnt mention anddddddd he is going to be in my academy .. dental :) eeep i might just have him <3 i look foward to that . and today is fathers day and my mom paid for my dad to have a massage as a fathers day gift and hes always complaining for one and now he doesnt want it so my parents started arguing nd that is wat i mean by the no thing . but whatever hopefully this week is good .

- netzi <3
i.love.you.brindy